Mainly because I am in my 50's....
But anyway, hi there ~sayhiplz (https://www.deviantart.com/sayhiplz)
Besides being over the hill, obsolete and irrelevant, I have been really busy. Going to work early, staying late. I have a lot of deadline material to finish, and it is really hard stuff! Getting ready for a lot of audits, having to go on business trips, etc.
Someday, I hope I live long enough to walk away from all of that and just do art and kaiju models full time...someday maybe...
I have been feeling insecure again lately, it is funny how things will be rolling along nicely, and suddenly everything goes wrong at work or in some aspect of life, like trouble comes